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I'm halfway in money to getting a guild. My rp is going nicely. For that random chance thingy, I've gotten money, tokens, flowers, and crickets. Oh, and pink wall tile for my house.

I'm still struggling with the thing I mentioned in the previous entry. I don't know... I really want to slow down with it at the very least... I mean... I like it fast, but I have to get used to the idea first. My life is hectic and going down paths that seem straight sometimes and twisted at others. I don't really know what I should do. Break off from what I've believed for 14 years? Or stop doing what is so good to me? I guess I'm just caught between 2 morals and I don't know which one to go with. It's a terrible feeling. I just hope the answer reveals itsself soon. Whichever path I choose, giving up the other will be so hard.