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The Midnight Wolf
By Julia Elia
Chapter 1
My Life has always been a pain, but I will live each day knowing that I am still a child and I do not want that to change now I am fine just the way I am. At least I thought that I was until that day when he left me the only one that I could trust, Haru. Why did you leave me alone I needed you, you left so suddenly?
Without even saying good-bye to me is that why?
“Yui hey you awake”
Tetsuya asked as he knocked on my door.
“Yeah I am awake why do want to know if I am”
I replied suddenly getting knocked out of my thoughts and sitting up on my bed.
“Tetsuya you can come in”.
“Okay”
He answered me and opened the door walking over to my bed and sitting down next to me.
“Yui are you ok,”
He asked with a look of concern on his face.
“I am ok Tetsu you don’t have to worry I am fine and you don’t have to worry I know Dads going to find a way to keep him away but I still don’t know why Haru left”
I look down towards my lap and slowly slip into my thoughts again. Why, why did you leave me Haru why did you have to leave me to suffer the pain? All people that have been all over me after you left. You left me here for the people at school to take and be their girl, but I never said yes until the most popular boy at school asked me to go out with him. It was only a matter of days before everyone noticed that we had been together. Then after a few months of dating did we ever go to a big party.
It was so much fun dancing but one night we went to a party. He got drunk and started to get all-weird. Then he took me to a room in a hotel, and then started to kiss me almost all over my neck. Then he went further down, then came back up, and started kissing my lips. All I could do was kiss him back but then he started to lay me down on the bed in the room I did not know what was happening till my skirt came off I tried to stop him but he wouldn’t stop so I let him have his way and he hurt me really bad. I was raped badly on that date. It is what I never wanted to happen to myself and what Haru did not want to happen. Because you are the one that is there for me, but not this time. I was waiting for you to come through that door, beet the crap out of him but you never came, and I am now stuck at home with my dad
And mom while my brother goes to school and brings me my work after school.
“Yui, Yui you in there are you huh-huh”
Tetsuya asked tapping on my head.
“Yeah I am no need to tap me I was just lost in my thought is all. Do not say it, I know I have been doing that a lot lately but I cannot help it my body is week. All I want to do is go back to school and be with you. Hope that one day Haru will come back and hold me in his arms as he did the week he left, to try out to get a job in singing.”
I said still looking down at my lap with my eyes welling up with tears hoping that I could hold you one last time.
“Haru why, why, why did you leave me? Right when I wanted you, most I was doing so well you know my grades and everything were all good and that’s when you asked and I said yes but you said it would have to wait I didn’t want to wait cause I know and so do you know how much you mean to me. All of me was suppose to be yours but you left it to some other person to hurt me. Then take what was to be yours away from me, and you so why, why, why did you have to go with out telling me or giving me some sign that you would be back for me and to love me more and more everyday? I know you still love me but you should have never left, never left me to be like this”
I screamed every word hoping for you to hear me crying for you I will always cry for you to come home to me, but you may never come.
“Yui I know you miss him but you cant dwell on what happened either you know he may or may not come back but for now you should be helping dad keep Takahashi away from you, you know he still has feelings for you. Therefore, you cannot have him all over you, which is probably why he did what he did to you it is not right you know that. You need Haru don’t you just because he truly loved you, you and him are really close but you know that I am your brother and we cant be parted we have a bond no one can break. I want you to be able to look at me in the same light as Haru but not in the way, you see him. He may have been the one you always could tell everything too. However, I should know some stuff in addition, like how long you con hold your breath or some other things you tell him. He is like the only one you trust but you can trust me, cant you? I am your brother and I should be the one you trust the most out of everyone you meet. Because we are blood and nothing can be more trusting than blood and being, born the same day with the same parents we are a pair and we will always be that way so why can I not I be the one you look too? I am your brother and I need to know stuff too cause I need to keep you safe while he’s gone, I promised him that I would take care of you for him but what is he going to do once he gets back and hears that you’ve been raped. He will kill me. I do not want to die not yet not with out knowing you are able to be on your own with out needing me by your side. Sis,”
he told me grabbing me and hugging me tightly just to get the message through that he really cares for me, And he should because he’s my twin and he feels what I feel and I don’t want him to worry as much as you do Haru you. I know you are still thinking about me every moment you are awake and when you sleep, I know I am there in your dreams and in your thoughts. I know that you love me so much if you could rewind and then take me with you right now it’s so hard to be with out you it hurts Haru come home.
 -tOkYo-GaLaXy- · Fri Aug 11, 2006 @ 05:10pm · 0 Comments |
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