emo todays entery will be some what sad.
My grandpa is going to get his brian operatied on soon just as well as go though kemo. Also the other day whenn he got the tube put in it goes by his heart and so when it was put in hes heart went into difib/stoppped beatting. So how I am I going to live if something happens and he dies hes like my father ihave somewhat come to means with him being called Dad to me because my grandma had a stroke and so I am either Kandi=My moms name or myself to her but I understand her because she had her stroke when I was little. but still my grandpa and my grandma and my mom also my lill brother and his dad are the only really colse people to me but my lill brothers dad my stepdad is not that close to but still I wish he could grow up some. and my Dad I havent talked to him in a while and i want to tell him but i cant get a hold of him In the end how am i really going get throught this if My grandpa Dies My Nono hows is my Nona going to do if he does.
I finally got it out now.
