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Okay I have made it clear I have issues with my boyfriend and I have also realized I should dumped him for a lot of reasons. Main reason being he treats me like ish. I was ready to dump him yesterday then he had to go today and not say anything to upset so yeah. I cannot dump people unless I'm pissed off so yeah. He angered me when I we finally got off the phone though. What kind of boyfriend doesn't want to call there girlfriend? I called him what 2-3 times a week which is not like me at all. I just give up... My boyfriend doesn't give a crap about me and it's just not sinking into my head.

My Joshie says I should dumped my boyfriend and go back to my ex-boyfriend. He has been saying this for weeks and he doesn't seem to understand that I don't wanna hear it. My best friend just plain wants me to dump my boyfriend and look for a new one when school starts. My ex-boyfriend option on it is his normal one and I believe Brittany wants me to dump my boyfriend too but she doesn't really care which I like.

I want to cry. I want a at least semi-normal relationship for once in my life. I want someone who will call me a few times a week and talk and flirt with me. That will come see me once every week or two. Hell I could handle every three weeks if they would just call and talk to me between time. I want cuddling and watching movies together. My boyfriend has what I want physicaly not emotionally or personality wise. And the last two are what I need to most. I guess it's time I made another choice and I need to make it before school starts.