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Well, I didn't post as many journal entries as I thought I would, but me and Kyle went out for two months and one week. He broke up with me a couple weeks ago and it's been really hard but I'm finally over him. He got me more than one rose, and a lot of carnations, and a hoodie. I have to admit that even though I say I'm over him, I really do miss him. It was a lot easier to get over him after I found out he asked my best friend out, then I talked to him and he said to throw away everything that reminds me of him. So I threw away a lot of notes from him, all the flowers, a little metal plaque thing he made in welding class that had our names on each side, a wooden plaque thing I made with white out that had our names on it, some pictures I drew that reminded me of him, some notes from my friends about him, a LOT of journal entries in my book, yeah there was a lot of stuff. Then I cried my eye balls out in the shower, and then the next day when I talked to him he said 'Now you have to stop talking about how much you care for me, because that just reminds you of how you love me' so I stopped writing in my journal for a couple nights, and stopped signing notes with 'love' to everyone. And then the next day after that, I told him I was over him and that he can go out with my friend for all I care. So now we are just friends. But I do miss him.