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Alright... I've already written about myself... but there is still more needing to know if one is to know 'of' me...
Let's start with
My bad traits:
~Jealousy - I get so jealous over other people that it isn't funny in any way. If I have someone I consider a friend and that friends brings someone new or old into the picture I 'automatically' do not like the new person... I just don't and I even have evil thoughts against them because I want my friend all to myself and not let anyone else have them.......
~Depression - I fall into depression a 'lot'..... why? I don't know..... I've never been able to find that out for myself and wish that I knew. Normally someone can cheer me up if they try hard enough, but to keep me out of it they need to keep up at it and tell me things that I'll believe
~Self Esteem - I have no self esteem... my self esteem is non existant and I never will have one, so don't try to talk me into one. I have learned to be happy without one and get over things on my own. I don't look on the bright side, for if I look for the worst possible thing(that's mostly likely not to happen), then when something better happens, I feel better about it knowing I was wrong and everything turned out nicer than what I expected. I have no confidence in myself, for that goes along with my self esteem. I believe nothing I do is ever worth while or helpful to anyone else and I believe that I am slowly dragging my poor friends down with me......
My Pet Peeves:
~Unfinished words or sentences - I cannot stand it when someone is right in the middle of a sentence especially and will stop for some unknown reason. I just have this nagging in the back of my mind that I MUST know what they were going to say. I have to know.
~Excessive Singing - I will do this, but I will do it very low to where it doesn't bother other people(which I DO have a good voice BTW) But people who do it constantly and will not stop and mess up on notes I cannot stand. They not only need to learn manners but need to take a music class.
~Know-it-alls - Someone that believes they know everything and that you're always wrong and will NOT agree with you. I don't care about these people. I 'can' be a know-it-all, but will try my hardest not to by being open minded and letting you have your opinion. I've run into a few people like that and must say I don't care for it and wish they'd just leave me alone and be on their way.
~Snoring - I don't know if you'd call this a pet peeve, but if you really want to tick me off snore while I'm trying to sleep. I promise I will knock you off the bed to make you stop. I will hit you, tear the covers off you, push you off the side, roll you over and eventually throw water on you. I 'have' done this before too, so don't think that I'm only joking. I'm mean when it comes to my sleep. I value my sleep because I do not get much and when you ruin it... I ruin you....
My Personality:
WEll we already know that I'm submissive and all, but here's a little bit more...
~Open-minded - I am willing to listen to 'anything' someone has to tell me. Now if I apply myself by it is another story. But, I enjoy hearing other people's opinions and am ready to give you a chance to prove yourself before me... now if you blow that chance by showing your stupidity that is your own fault and you will notice that I 'most likely' will not socialize with you.
~Music Lover - I cannot live without music... I just can't... I'm afraid I would go mad. Some of my favorites are the Beatles, System of a Down, Story of the Year, A Perfect Circle (new one I got from being open minded), Coheed and Cambria, Evanesence, and HIM. I also enjoy Irish and French instrumentals. I play the violin myself and am very proud of it, for I can play my favorite song 'Greensleeves' on it.
~Meditative - I am bad for just staring off into space for no reason. I think a lot and can 'never' catch myself with a clear mind. It doesn't matter if it's the littlest thing, I'll think on it. I also have a chain reaction thought Ex: If I see a brown dog I'll think of my aunt's dog, then I'll think of my aunt, then I'll think of my aunt's funeral, then I'll think of what I wore at my aunt's funeral, then I'll think of what I'm wearing now, then I'll think of what I'd like to be wearing now, then I think of buying something new to wear, then I think of shopping, then I think of Wal-Mart, then I think of my friends I always see at Wal-Mart. I know, that's very odd, but that's also how I think I can also get from the colour red to my favorite drawing I've ever done in maybe only three sequences. If you find this distrubing, well I guess you'll just have to get over it won't you?
 wolf ie · Sun Jul 30, 2006 @ 09:25pm · 4 Comments |
