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As of today, I have recieved SO much spam and hate mail. Why? All I try to do is be nice, and people around just think I'm playing to get attention from rich people. Now, why would I do that? I'm not the weathliest Gaian around, but I have enough gold I'd ever want. Also- why would I want attention from "higher" classed people? As awesome and intimidating they may seem, they're really just average people sitting dazedly in front of another computer screen.

I never mean to be unkind or rude, unless somebody was trying to take advantage of me or was previously rude to me before. I'm sorry, any of you who I might nonchalantly be offending with this Journal entry. I really don't mean ot in that way.

And even after I say so, people just say that the entire "Me" is an act- that I'm just trying much too hard to please people. But for the last time- I'm NOT!! By making people free art, I just want to do them a favor or make their day a bit happier. Few of the seventy-eigth Gaians who have requested seemed very grateful. In fact, many of them either responded my delivery with rude remarks, or didn't respond at all- which is unrefutable, because most of them are zombie prommies.

Also, some people just walk into my shop, ask for art, and leave. They think I'm magic- or something, that I can just wave my hand and art suddenly appears on the table. No. I have been offering free CG art, which takes about an hour a piece. I really do this as practice, but the stress of it all isn't really helping me improve my drawings.

I didn't know ANY of this would happen. I thought it would be fun, people would give me generous tips (Some of them did) I'd get lots of friends, and (maybe) even some fans. Not much of this happened. Though there are relatively nice people on Gaia, the rude and the heartless ruin it all.

In Conclusion, my art request thread will be closing. I will not be taking any more orders from others and I will blacklist any one who attempts to on my next store. All 24 people on my list's orders will be downgraded to black and white sketch- that is, unless they've donated more than 1k to me. I'm sorry that even the feeblest attempt of kindness had backfired. I'm sorry!