Heya kids,
Well I somehow found access to a computer so I am typing this entry via my grandma's laptop. Its pretty nice an iBook G4, well she is retired now so I guess this works for whenever in the hell she travels.
Anyway 'tis now Christmas Eve, I am excited, yet disappointed. As some of you who may have read my journal in earlier stages, I was supposed to visit Spiral, in real life, because me and her had been dating since March. We planned somewhere in the neighborhood of the 27th to come and see each other. But then things got heavy, I couldn't find a flight out to Maine where we were gonna meet, and she had money issues. So we both don't get to see each other.
I was in tears when I found out I couldn't get a flight because I really wanted, and still want to see her. Sometimes I feel like I don't tell her how I truly feel, and when you put it all into context (those of you who know me) I feel like I don't show it either. So here it is in a nutshell...
Kristina Marie Joan Winger, is well much more than my girlfriend, and wife here on Gaia, roleplay buddy, and all that other s**t. She's like a Guardian Angel to me, and has been since we first met, she listened to me and my situation with my father in June 2003, cried with me even, wanted to hold me and do whatever she could, if just for one moment she might see me smile. As time passed on, she eventually did see me smile, and we seemed to become closer as time passed. It wasn't until after I had gotten out of a relationship that I realized that she was in love with me, even so, I wasn't to sure how I felt for her. That is until our fight in May when I almost tore off all contact between us, till my friend Garen bitchslapped me and told me "You two are perfect for each other!" Hell I've even gotten the approval of Stina, whom I call sissa now x3 (*waves to sissa*) who says we are gfood together. I don't think that I've ever loved anyone as much as Krissy, and damnit, if she wanted me to, I'd want her to be with me forever. She's my muse for a lot of things, she's gotten me back into singing, drawing, writing, all sorts of things I would've given up in exchange for a bullet to the head. Yeah she stopped me from attempting suicide, and I've loved her ever since.
Christmas is great but its incomplete, and now all I really want is to hear her say "I love you." It sounds sappy, but when you have someone like Krissy it doesn't matter...
So...I leave you all for now, and I will see you Christmas morning, where I will write another entry for this journal.
~*~* MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT *~*~
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