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By Myself:

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I / sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I / try to catch them red - handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold on / when Im stretched so thin
I make the right moves but Im lost within
I put on my daily façide but then
I just end up getting hurt again

by myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself

[myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself

I cant hold on
To what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I
Turn my back Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then theyll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go Ill be outdone
But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer

[by myself]
[myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself
[myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself

I cant hold on
To what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think / Ive lost so much
Im so afraid / Im out of touch
How do you expect / I will know what to do
When all I know / Is what you tell me to
Dont you (know)
I cant tell you how to make it (go)
No matter what I do, how hard I (try)
I cant seem to convince myself (why)
Im stuck on the outside
Dont you (know)
I cant tell you how to make it (go)
No matter what I do, how hard I (try)
I cant seem to convince myself (why)
Im stuck on the outside

I cant hold on
To what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

I cant hold on
To what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking...

Ryusaki_Toshiro
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Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 12:48pm


	hmm....

Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 12:50pm


	their it goes again what hm...

Lyfe Reaving Alchemist
Community Member

Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 12:51pm


	heart i love it but hmm... indeed heart

Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 12:55pm


	hmm...indeed.

Commented on: Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 02:07am


	lol. heart

Commented on: Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 05:46am


	lol hmm....indeed.

Commented on: Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 10:39am


	heart are you stealing my hmms...? heart

Commented on: Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 10:41am


	hmm...i wonder if i am.

NZ4EVANDEVA
Community Member

Commented on: Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 12:28pm


	Hey i know thoose lyrics you just changed some of the words didnt u?!?!?!?!

Commented on: Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 12:48pm


	nope.

Commented on: Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 11:49pm


	heart ah oh! we have a copier! call the police, jk. heart

Commented on: Sat Jul 29, 2006 @ 07:57pm


	on who u jk heart

Commented on: Sun Jul 30, 2006 @ 02:24am


	xd Rawr. sorry, i'm being kinda' random today. sweatdrop

Commented on: Sun Jul 30, 2006 @ 06:04am


	bleh randomness is awsome.

Commented on: Sun Jul 30, 2006 @ 05:40pm


	heart sometimes.

Commented on: Wed Aug 02, 2006 @ 06:08pm


	yes it helps cope.

Commented on: Thu Aug 03, 2006 @ 03:03am


	heart with what? life? heart

Commented on: Thu Aug 03, 2006 @ 05:22pm


	no wit depression.

Commented on: Thu Aug 03, 2006 @ 07:07pm


	heart i couldn't tell depression from my regular life even if i tried. but at least you can that's good. heart

Commented on: Fri Aug 04, 2006 @ 05:40pm


	thats good for u.

Commented on: Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 03:27am


	ninja not really... sorry to disappoint.

Commented on: Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 03:50pm


	eh whatever

Commented on: Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 04:20pm


	heart eh~ what's up doc.? heart

Commented on: Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 09:37pm


	huh oh bugs man thats old.

Commented on: Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 10:27pm


	heart he's not old, he's classic. him, taz, and marvin.

Commented on: Sun Aug 06, 2006 @ 05:23pm


	oh come on he was on when my great granpa's great granpa was a baby.

Commented on: Sun Aug 06, 2006 @ 05:26pm


	heart i know... but i love him.

Commented on: Mon Aug 07, 2006 @ 12:10am


	well so do i but that dun make him younger.

Commented on: Mon Aug 07, 2006 @ 01:40am


	heart Bunnies never age! jk... i'm being weird. sweatdrop

Commented on: Mon Aug 07, 2006 @ 10:28am


	eh so what.

Commented on: Mon Aug 07, 2006 @ 05:15pm


	i don't know. i just need to compress the weirdness. heart

Commented on: Tue Aug 08, 2006 @ 04:42am


	dun do notn.

Commented on: Tue Aug 08, 2006 @ 05:00am


	why? it's better this way.

Commented on: Thu Aug 10, 2006 @ 04:49am


	do whatever u want to.

Commented on: Mon Aug 14, 2006 @ 12:48pm


	oh i will. lol...

Commented on: Wed Aug 16, 2006 @ 09:20am


	works for me.

Commented on: Thu Aug 17, 2006 @ 03:24am


	heart and you do the same kay. heart

Commented on: Sat Aug 19, 2006 @ 06:10pm


	ok i will try.

Commented on: Sun Aug 20, 2006 @ 01:01am


	heart just no killing your self. that's bad. very bad.

Commented on: Wed Oct 04, 2006 @ 10:42am


	ok rolleyes

Commented on: Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 05:51pm


	stare a*****e you better not...

Commented on: Fri Oct 13, 2006 @ 09:45am


	why not

Commented on: Fri Oct 13, 2006 @ 11:21pm


	because you haven't even began to live your life, there's a lot to do after high school. i would miss ya' and you still suck at skating. blaugh

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