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There aren't any kids running up and down the halls or anybody yelling in the back with the t.v. on full blast. Its so strange to be home, I feel like I've been gone for so long that it even feels weird to me sleeping in my own bed at times, my sense of normalcy was taken out, beaten, thrown back in, and now....it just dosn't feel right anymore. When I got home, my dogs went psycho. I hid behind the love seat when they came down the stairs and they both ran right past me before
Sophie picked up my trail and came bounding into my lap followed closely by Simon. They were barking and carrying on, trying to kiss me and freaking out, I've never seen them like that, well Sophie usually acts like that when I return home from Summer, but not to this extent, and Simon probably thought that I was gone forever and that he would be stuck with just my mom for all of eternity. It really is great comming home and feeling like you've been missed, even if it is just by the dogs.
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I've basically done as little as possible this week and just sat around resting. I'm having Kasey, Lauren, and hopefully Sammi, over thursday to spend the night and go ice skating with me the next day, just because I've missed everybody so much. I doubt that sammi will come, she never does, and now I can't get in touch with her for anything, so It'll probably be just me, Lauren, and Kasey like always, were always the ones doing things together. I need to get to the mall, like 4 of my manga have come out with the newest installments, and so I need to hurry out and get them. I've been manga and anime deprived since I've been gone. I don't even know whats happening on Inuyasha anymore.
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But, anyways, today was my first time going back to lacrosse conditioning. Tell you what, I though I was going to be so horribly out of shape, but I more or less kept up with the group and did better than most of them. My skills have gotten a little bit rusty, but thats nothing a couple of passing practices won't fix. We have a few new girls on the team, 5 of them to be exact, only 2 of wich I actually like. Georgia, the newest goalie hopefull, and Brittany, another defense sub. I hate it, there were like 5 Katies on the team both years and coach never got them confused. My first year, the only 2 "B" names on the team were Brandi and I, and coach always called me Brandi, and Brandi never even played!!!! She was the equipment manager!!!!
scream
So now, god only knows what she'll call me with another Brittany on the team.
We were already having trouble today, we got mixed up because she'd call out "Britt" and we'd both be like "which one?!?" and she'd say, the one in red, (I was wearing red shorts and she was wearing a red shirt), and we'd both be like "Once again....which one?!?"....god, this is going to get difficult.
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They'll all just start calling me "Steve" more than likely.
Practices and conditioning are starting as soon as school is this year, so I don't even get a ******** break!!!!! I'll be doing this s**t all year again!!!! The only break that I get is a few weeks during summer, thats it!!!! Its a spring sport coach, not a year 'round one!!!!
stressed
I won't have any time this year at all.
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almost all honors classes and now all year lacrosse....yep....my whole school year is already screwed.
stare
Thanks coach....thanks alot.
xp
*sigh*
Oh well, I'll get over it....eventually.
stare
Quote of the week: "Dance like no one is watching, Play like your still five, Sleep with your stuffed bear if you want, and Eat what makes you feel good. These are the keys to perpetual youth. You are as old as you feel."
((Too bad I feel like 60 at the moment....))
Looking back, All I see are smiles and laughs,
Knowing that it's changing fast, Might as well just enjoy it, While it lasts.
******** roses. I want weeds. Buy me a dozen of those annoying yellow flowers that pop up in your yard!
