I don't like working out and I don't want to do it. The instructor I've been following says how much she loves it but that's because she's already in perfect shape and it's not a huge struggle for her like it is for someone as out of shape as I am. I'm sure I will enjoy it too once I'm in decent shape but for now, far from it.
She also says you should only workout if you enjoy it which I heavily disagree with. I feel obligated to so I can be in better shape. She says there is no point if you aren't having fun and enjoying yourself. I don't know why she would say or think that knowing how many people out there, myself included struggle with body image issues. The only reason I'm doing this is so I can be in decent shape and feel good about myself.
When I am in good shape I also plan on keeping it up because I want to stay in shape. I want to be fit, look good, feel good, be healthy, and be proud of myself in this body. I do this mainly for my mental well being. I am unhappy with how I currently am and I'm going to do everything I can to change it and be as close to the me I want to be as much as I can.
So that being said, as much as I do not like it and don't want to do it I'm going to keep at it. Since I'm still pretty out of shape I often just do a little bit but over time I will be able to do more and more. I just hope it doesn't take too long.
