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Music: Rock, Hard Rock, Soft Rock, Heavy Metal, Punk, some Rap
Favorite bands: Him, Casting Crowns, Third Day, Story of the Year, My Chemical Romance, Coheed and Cambria, FallOut Boy, Panic at the Disco
Favorite Animal: Timber Wolf, Pigmy & Nubian Goat, Fox Squirrel, Grey fox, Northern Elk, Whitetail deer, Large Mouth Bass, and Lions
In Depth:
If you were to ask me about myself, I would say that I am uncaring, ugly, and a bad friend. But, the people I know beg to differ. I am like that mainly because I have 'no' self esteem. Yes, there is no self esteem what so ever in my soul. I believe I am a failure and suck at life. But, aside from that, I try my hardest and always finish what I started. One of my 'gifts' I was granted was that I'm easy to talk to, for I'd rather sit and listen to what you have to say than argue with you over something because I'm rather open minded. I like listening to people's opinions and problems just to make them feel that there 'is' someone out there who wants to listen. I enjoy making people laugh also. If there's an awkward moment, I'm gonna do something random. I enjoy seeing people smile and it makes me feel better about myself when they do for I know they then enjoy my company. I am also 'extremely' submissive, until you get to know me. I'm submissive mainly because of my self esteem and because I'm afraid if I'm too much of a control freak, I'll chase people off. But, once I've known you a bit, I'll open up more 3nodding
Yes, I like to draw and I 'do' consider myself good at it, but if one person says one thing against whatever it is I put my pride in, I immedatly think it's worthless. I will trash it and start completely over just for what that one person said. I know... I rely on others too much, but this is my world. I live for what others think of me even though I know that is wrong. I'd lay down my life for anyone in this world just because I'm that kind of person... heart
I am a Christian! Many may not know and or believe that, but I am very big in my faith and of course... I slip up... I believe that Jesus Christ is my Savior and that I shall be with him in Heaven when I leave this earth. I DO NOT curse down others for their beliefs, I believe that's wrong, for just as strongly as I believe in my faith someone else may believe in theirs. You can ask many of my friends and random people I know and they will tell you that I will NOT strike you down for what you believe. I'd much rather hear your insights on religion and such.
Let's see... something else... oh! I live on a farm! *nods* We own a hundred and one acres and spend most of our time, boarding horses or cutting, raking, and baling square bales of hay to sell! And... it's very hot out there too... We have two horses, two donkeys, two dogs, one rooster (foxes killed most of the chickens) and four goats!
My Job: Yes I work at a plant nursery. What do I do? Okay, I get there at six in the morning, grab a golf cart, hook up to a trailer, load five hundred one gallon plants onto that trailer, take them back to the potting shed, unload them at the potting shed, move all the one gallons into three gallons using my hands to fill each one full of new dirt, load the three gallons onto the trailer, get the three gallons trimmed, water the three gallons, and then take the three gallons to their new spot. I do this about three times a day, get paid $5.50 an hour, work five hours a day for five days a week. Yes, I have coworkers that work alongside me, both are guys, both are lazy as all get out and will normally leave me to pot while they take the golf cart for a joyride. I cannot stand working with the two of them, but will have to get over it.... Do I like my job? No. Do I like the money? Yes, my paycheck is higher than both my coworkers because I get there and hour earlier than they do; they both sleep in and therefore cannot make it at seven in the morning.... So I get paid more while they gawk at my paycheck wink
 wolf ie · Mon Jul 10, 2006 @ 06:40pm · 2 Comments |
