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theri is no reoson to live no reson to love life no reoson at allbut as i stand here with a knife to my shattered heart i think of those i will leave behind tose who cared and i think will it be enough to stop me no it won't i am sorry ryusaki goodbye.

Posted by: Lyfe Reaving Alchemist Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 10:03am

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Commented on: Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 04:19pm


	scream scream Put The ****** Knife Down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream scream heart hug... don't do that it won't help, and if you did kill yourself... crying**

Commented on: Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 04:35pm


	scream DAMMIT I'M ****** WORRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream GET ON THE INTERNET, please.... heart scream**

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Commented on: Sat Jul 01, 2006 @ 06:12am


	heart you can make a person worry a lot ya' know. heart hugs... heart

Commented on: Tue Jul 04, 2006 @ 03:48pm


	i am sorry. emo

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Commented on: Thu Jul 06, 2006 @ 11:21am


	heart no sorrys needed, but don't do that again. heart

Commented on: Thu Jul 06, 2006 @ 04:55pm


	i will try not to

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Commented on: Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 02:36am


	heart you better try the hardest you can, or else! heart

Commented on: Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 05:53pm


	ok me try hardest *tries hardest not to pick up knive

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Commented on: Sun Jul 09, 2006 @ 04:39am


	domokun i mean it. you better keep that promise. hugs

Commented on: Sun Jul 09, 2006 @ 05:37pm


	i said i will try.

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Commented on: Thu Jul 13, 2006 @ 12:37pm


	heart i'm happy your still alive. sorry, this is kinda' random. heart

Commented on: Thu Jul 13, 2006 @ 08:46pm


	not really but still thanks heart

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Commented on: Fri Jul 14, 2006 @ 04:57pm


	heart your welcome, hugs!!! gives big hug! heart

Commented on: Fri Jul 14, 2006 @ 08:35pm


	heh thanx. heart

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Commented on: Sat Jul 15, 2006 @ 06:30am


	heart it's cool! hugs! heart

Commented on: Sun Jul 16, 2006 @ 02:16am


	yup it's cool. heart hugs heart

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Commented on: Sun Jul 16, 2006 @ 10:43pm


	heart i think i say it's cool too much, what do you think? heart

Commented on: Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 02:10am


	heart i dun know i guess i never bothered to notice. heart

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Commented on: Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 10:16pm


	wow, i feel so special. xp heart xp

Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 02:59am


	mrgreen do u mean special in a good way. mrgreen

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Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 04:44am


	sweatdrop i just notice things that other people don't. sweatdrop

Commented on: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 10:39pm


	thats cool. heart

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Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 11:48am


	blaugh lol. you goofball. heart

Commented on: Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 11:59am


	mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen

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Commented on: Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 06:10am


	3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding

Commented on: Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 06:19am


	rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl

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Commented on: Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 03:04pm


	stare this makes me angry 'i am sorry ryusaki goodbye'. it just makes me feel like kicking something, maybe it's just me and my weirdness. sweatdrop

Commented on: Fri Jul 21, 2006 @ 10:57am


	ur not weird for that u have right to be angry.

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Commented on: Fri Jul 21, 2006 @ 10:14pm


	heart just angry with myself i suppose heart

Commented on: Sat Jul 22, 2006 @ 11:59pm


	u shouldn't be cause it obviousley means that ur my well almost best friend ollie is my best friend.

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Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 12:51am


	heart i am and that won't change for a while. i'm honored to be a friend! heart

Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 01:03am


	please change it please and well ur definatly right below him.

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Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 02:12am


	how?

Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 02:35am


	by not being angry at urself. heart

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Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 04:35am


	i'm not just angry so i have a long way to go till i'm me.

Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 04:41am


	well just be u to me.

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Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 05:48am


	that's a little easier, okay.

Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 07:12am


	thanks and if u want I won tell anyone the real u.

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Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 06:30pm


	whatever floats your boat.

Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 09:15pm


	just tryin to make it conveinant for ya.

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Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 10:31pm


	stare okay, thanks.

Commented on: Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 10:36pm


	no prob.

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Commented on: Mon Jul 24, 2006 @ 11:37am


	laughs

Commented on: Mon Jul 24, 2006 @ 11:45am


	whats funny.

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Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 12:18am


	stare nothing much just me and my depressing thoughts.

Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 12:30am


	deeme porfavor.

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Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 06:29am


	rolleyes just the me hating my worthlessness. that's all.

Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 11:13am


	says with yoda accent worthless ur live is not u have more than u see.

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Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 11:36am


	rolleyes i known that for a long time but i can't change myself i suppose. i know that i have a good life with maybe one good parent. that's more than most have. but i still feel no joy with anything in my good life.

Commented on: Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 11:54am


	if u dun feel joy then feel pain it helps a lot well for me.

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