Asphyxia
Asphyxiation, left breathess, it's the ultimate submission. You place your life in the hands of another, or you take it into your own and hope you have the ability to balance your pleasure and numbness. Trust, possibly, naivete, very possible, list, most definitely. Whether in an air tight vacuum, a rubber suit, or a good classic choking, it's a show of power for the controller everytime. Your body fights for air, but you fight your body, fight your instinct. Pressing back against the basic instinct of survival. Stimulation greatly adds to the experience, among the despair and panic your body experiences physically, the lack of air is replaced by a deep lustful ebbing, warmth taking the place of air,this fire gets only hotter the lower the air around it is. A raging inferno soon dwells within your body, whether it be from your lust, or your lungs simply about to give out. Your blood, boiling, and burning, searching for oxygen but only finds desire to push into your starved addled lust filled brain, and what happens next, you can pull back, you can see how truly alive you are, or you could cease to be.
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Then there is the hoarseness in your voice from your bruised voicebox, and the shameful fear that someone will discover your dirty little secret to expose it to the world.
What if.. they knew?