Another update.
Marrick and I broke up.
Hmm.. sad eh?
I dont know where my life is heading.
I have no plans.
I have no care.
I'm high too much to care.
Though, I finally applied to college.
I'm just waiting on an answer now.
But I havent applied for a scholarship.
The deadline for that was like two weeks ago.
Damn.
Life's pretty boring.
I used to spend all my time with Marrick.
I had a life.
I did things.
At the very least I got out of the house more often.
But now, he doesnt even talk to me.
I dont know why he's completely ignoring me.
He said
If he started hanging with me again
He'd be pulled back into a relationship
Cuz he still likes me.
But he doesnt want to be in a relationship.
So I think he's trying to ignore me
So he wont have to worry about his feelings.
If he really does like me,
This must be awfully hard to do.
But he's got his free time spent with Liz
They were hiking and she fell 15 feet
Crunched herself up good.
So he spends most of his time,
as far as I've been told,
With her.
I try to not let it bother me.
I'm trying to forget him and move on
It's hard when I really liked him
Maybe I loved him
I hate to love him.
I cant get my mind off,
But I still try to forget.
If he's going to ignore me
I'll just ignore him back.
There's a new kid at work...
He's kinda cute
I'm not sure what I think of him yet
I had to dress him in pirate attire
Yesterday
April trained him and he learned fast
So he never asked for help or anything
Plus, I was still feeling a bit of a buzz
From earlier
So I couldnt really focus on him anyway.
Damn
I've been rambling
And typing far too long
I need to shower
And then sleep
And then work in the morn.
That's all for now.
I'll update in another few months.
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