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So, I got myself a laptop, finally. Woot!

Watchin Conan O'Brian. LaBamba likes taking a dramatic moment to yell "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO".. its pretty funny.

I'm in a good mood. Most things are going pretty well. The family's the same. We get along, we dont get along. I got my student loan in, so I could afford my laptop and I can help mom pay off some of her credit bill.

I still hang out at Tony's all the time. Nothing new there.

I'm on WoW again, but for how long, I cant say. For sure at least until the end-ish of this month. Then my 2 month card will dry up and I'll either have to bum money.. or.. find some way to pay it.

I'm only working weekends. I still work at the theater lol. Pathetic. But since majority of the staff is gone (we were down to 8 ppl in total last time I checked) I should get a few more hours. At least I can afford gas though.

Ah, on a lesser note, I give up on relationships. I cant compete with my little cousin. She's 15 and a bigger whore than most. I liked Stephen, she hooked up with him. I liked Logan, and now the two of them are forking. It doesnt matter. In this group of friends, anyone I have any interest in is bound to have more interest in my little whore cousin than me. And I'm the kind of girl most guys want.. ideally. Other than sex, I'm the girl that's easy to get along with. I'm kinda average looking, but I'm not ugly. I'm fun to be with.. generally thought of as 'one of the guys'... so why cant they see me as more than 'one of the guys'? Is it cuz I dont put out?

Bleh. So I give up. Least till I get out of this town.

So... most of my friends from high school are gone. I think the only one I see around is Christina.. and she and I are becoming more and more distant. I hang out with kids that are still in high school.. proly cuz they're the only friends I have that arent long-distance now. I love em none-the-less.

Meh Idk.. I dont update this journal enough do I?