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"Death comes faster to those who want to live."
I choose this quote to start my new entry, because its true. My half brother, Joshua, who is 7 years old, was unfortunetly hit by car, in my front lawn. he was rushed to the E.R and evaluated immediatly. He soon woke up out of a coma, 4 days later. Every bone in his body was broken. When he awoke, he was taken into surgery for pens and rods in his legs a few days later. Supposedly by then the brain swelling had gone away. as of yesterday, the doctors where wrong. He had an allergic reaction to the gas, and the sweeling wasnt all gone. Yesterday was 12/14/04. As of 4:00pm Eartern time, he went back into acoma, and has a 1% chance of waking up. As off 5 minutes ago-11:30 pm eastern time, he had flat lined twice. Now, I cant go and see him because i have school, in teh morning through the night. Plus my parents are divorcing, and i should be with them in court, but Im in court, fighting my ex-fiance, for abuse, rape, and braking the restraining order, i had on him. he did all this to me. so, my parents are fighting, i have to plan my 7 YEAR OLD brothers FUNERAL. im only ******** 18!!! I have no idea what teh hell Im doing! I was suicidal, and tried it many times, am blamed for everything that is happening, and the only thing im good at is comforting my friends when they are depressed, and im not even good at that!