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Today makes it 65 days since i've been laid off, and i am SO bored. So i cleaned out my apartment a bit, and ended up with a pile of junk that i dont know what to do with and cant seem to resell. I decided to just donate it and maybe someone else can find enjoyment out of these old things. My local thrift store is open and accepting donations, which i'm super happy about!
Its a rainy day here, and i'm going to make the trip to my thrift store to drop these things off, then on the way home i'm going to get some Taco Bell and Starbucks! I'm super excited. It may not be "clean eating" but it's within my calorie allowance for the day, so i'm happy to:
1) get tf out of my apartment
2) be able to do some good and donate
3) get me some TB and SB heart
I'm just getting 2 spicy potato tacos and a Pink Drink. Nothing fancy but it scratches that itch, you know? But because the weather is kinda gross, i won't be able to walk up and down my street...but i should be able to follow along with one of Chloe Ting's workout videos and be sore for another 3 days.

PS- I keep having the same kind of dream every night and it's really starting to feel like a personal hell every time i go to bed. it may actually explain the spell of insomnia ive been having. In my dream, my ex keeps making an appearance. Sometimes it's just that, an appearance. Other times, like last night, it's like im reliving the breakup (which was pretty hard on me). and for some reason theres a recurring health thing that keeps happening to me in these really bad ones....i get this little bubble on my head that starts off small and red, like a small balloon, then it inflates to a larger clear balloon with a red yolk looking thing floating around on the inside. it becomes this water filled sac on my head and it hurts if i dont hold it up or try to remove it. NO IDEA what thats about...but i would kill for a solid dreamless night's sleep at this point. Maybe tacos and pink drinks are the cure?