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Into the mind of a myth
Bleh
I've been feeling weird lately. I dunno why. I made a new AIM sn and I'll be signing onto pagemac less often now, or signing on under a different name. Something about that server just makes me want to leave but I keep getting pulled back to it. All I can really saw about how I feel right now though is that I feel hollow and devoid of all emotion. I feel emotionally detached from everyone. I might post my new AIM in my profile but be warned: if you aren't on my buddylist, a pop up notification will come up asking if I want to accept your message so if you want to talk to me (which would be a shock of all shocks) then you have to PM me here first to ask me to be added to my friendslist. And no PMs saying "but I want friends" those start to piss me off after the 20th time. scream

And NO, I don't wamt to talk about how i feel, I don't want to be asked "what's wrong", and I don't care you feel sympathy or empathy for me. Right now I really couldn't give a s**t about a lot of things and I have no farking clue as to why. Be well.

Hoobastank
Crawling in the Dark
I will dedicate
And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending
And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
So when and how will I know?
How much further do I have to go?
How much longer until I finally know?
Because I'm looking and I just can't see what's in front of me
In front of me
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer


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