Ob·ses·sion (əb-sĕsh'ən, ŏb-) n. Compulsive preoccupation with fixed ideas and an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms ofanxiety. A compulsive, often unreasonable ideas or emotions. Obsessional Ob·ses'sion·al adj.
These are my thoughts exactly... And yet this is how it ends up...