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I dunno how I feel. >>
I think I'm somewhat jealous?
Or maybe angry?
Or maybe I'm just plain upset or something.
But I was over at my neighbors house, and then just came back from Virgina. And I was talking to Angie, she's a lovely lady with 3 children and expecting another in September. And she told us that she was selling their house, because she and her husband felt it was right and that Jesus was telling them it was time. And there were various other occasions in the day when she was talking about house Jesus was doing things in her life. And I was like
"Wow, that is totally awesome!"
And then I was like
"But, why isn't this happening to me? Why haven't I ever felt this? Is there something wrong with me? Is there something wrong with my relationship with Jesus?"
I just don't know >> I want to feel this. I want to know Jesus and His Father and love them with all my heart. I want to. But I don't know if I can. It's hard, and I'm working on it. And now I'm just about ready to cry. xDD; I dunno, I'll talk to Jesus and my Heavenly Father tonight about it in prayer. Maybe (of course) They can help. :3
Thanks for listening,
I feel somewhat better now. x3
 Evaper · Sat Jun 17, 2006 @ 03:48am · 0 Comments |
