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He was more interested in getting completely killed by an insane band teacher then just calling me for help. I mean I've tried to tell him that I want to be friends. He knows I do want to be his friend. And I know that he's always known that I've always said that anytime he needs help I will rush to his help. Part of me knows I should be hurt. But oddly enough I'm not. I mean now it's just incentive to not give him anymore chances. Then it's the problem of what if he honestly didn't call me because he didn't think I wanted him to. Then I definitly have to say thank you I guess. He was just trying to respect my wishes. Screwed up as they were. Either way I did say that I wanted him to leave me alone. So far so good since the last big fight anyway. I just wish I had some slight explanation. The online persona may help. Except i don't know if he read the comment and now just wants to get as far as he can because of that. Oh well there are worse things. Or at least I suppose so.