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So yeah I just spent my afternoon with Stevie twas fun. When he was heading home I was screaming at myself to just go and kiss him on the cheek. But I couldn't get myself to. I don't know I keep telling myself that I don't really want to date. I mean I've had my fair share of bad excpierences I think I just like the game to much. I do really like Stevie but I really have to take things slow or else I'm going to end up just being in the relationship for being in a relationship. I just still like to know at the least if he like me back. I love this stage really I do. I love the whole nervouse flirtation, everything being so exciting. But it's also the stage I tend to try to get out of the fastest. I don't really know why because I love it so much. I just wish I understood, just slightly. I feel like that song, "I can't quite get there because my heart has forsaken me." It feels like my heart still belongs to Luke which is ridiculous. Myabe I was right on my original theory. Everybody get's one true love per stage. I'm still in the High School stage and that true love was Luke so I can't fall in love with anyone else.