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What am I here for? What good do I really do? I'm always trying to rescue as many as I can and I always end up blundering and having everyone get hurt. I'm at best a failure. What sense is it for me to become a therapist after college, if I can't even stop myself from hurting those I care about? I've let someone else down and it's killing me inside. She hates me now. She probably hates me more than she hates herself and I'm the only one to blame. I was the only one, that I saw, that would stop her from belittling herself or hurting herslef and now....What am I to do if she no longer cares about me? How am I to help her? I can't. Some lines from a song keep reverberating in my head. They're from Trent Resnor's Hurt:
-What have I become,
My sweetest friend?
Everyone that I know,
Goes away in the end.
And you could have it all....
My empire of dirt...
I will let you down....
I will make you hurt...
I guess some people just aren't fit to make a difference.... cry
 Seraph_in_Evanescence · Sun Dec 12, 2004 @ 03:43pm · 3 Comments |
