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I can't think,
Can't sleep....
Alone in my head
And can't make a peep...
No one hears my screams,
No one knows my sorrows.....
Why should I let them
They'll all be gone tomorrow....
I've been hurt inside and broken too,
No one knows how much to love means taboo....
A fear conditioned....
A darkness that coincides...
Too hard to feel,
To scared to let anyone inside...
All that I am and all that I know
Soon flies silently out of the window...
Gone in mind...
Gone in heart...
No begining to find
And no idea where to start...
A perfection found,
A love regained...
Something to fight for
And nothing to be mamed...
Fight the good fight,
Or lose yourself forever...
I wonder if I'll be able to protect her whenever...
I'm broken inside
And don't have a soul to tell..
Maybe it's her
Or in mind, perhaps, I'm just unwell...
I finally found happiness
Finally found redemption...
Finally found the one;
The one to make pain an exemption...
Still broken and afraid,
Still inward and dead...
But now there's someone here;
Someone who can release me from death's bed...
I'm alive thanks to her;
I'm alive and kicking...
Seems she was just waiting for me...
She was just ripe for the picking...
The perfect girl
And the perfect wife...
Although without her...
Without her I have no life.