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Inside MieKarra's Head
Here is a place that I have created to give those of you who know me not a little more insite into what you are going to get yourself into by knowing me better. I hope that you have brought adequate protection for your fragil little mind.
Your Memory
Your memory haunts my dreams at night
Nothing left to live for but my insanity
Why can�t I just kill the pain that is you?
Do you have to hang onto my heart?

Nothing will ever change the way I feel
These memories make up my day
Running to my sad, lonely end as fast as I can
Will I find you there? Will you leave me there?

I miss you, I miss you
The things you taught me will forever go on
I miss your smiles, I miss your eyes
The things you showed me changed my life

I tried to hate you and who you are
I cursed your memory as I slept at night
I feared the loneliness in my own heart
Now I know how empty I made you

One day I hope to forgive myself
Any maybe earn your respect once again
Find a way to live from day to day
Find a place to finally, truly belong.

I miss you, I miss you
The things you taught me will forever go on
I miss your smiles, I miss your eyes
The things you showed me changed my life

The thing I hated in you I was
And the things I wanted most I killed
Finding who you weren�t meant more than our love
My pride, in the end, blinded me from you

I killed myself inside, and you tried to save me
I scoffed at my second chance and you cried
Now I hope every day that I will die
I hope that I will be made to pay for the tears I made you cry.

I miss you, I miss you
The things you taught me will forever go on
I miss your smiles, I miss your eyes
The things you showed me changed my life

I miss you, and I hope that you will find the love I couldn�t provide.


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  • User Comments: [3]
    Oh my! That is truly heart wrenching!

    A Drill Instructor once told me: Pain Builds Character. At the time I thought he was full of s**t! But the years had tought me that there was some truth to the statement. Learning to bear the pain, and learning from my mistakes, has made me what I am today...good or bad sweatdrop

    Thanks for sharing your poems with us, for, I suspect, the words come from your own experiences and from the depths of your being.

    Love Ya!


    comment xX Coel Xx · Community Member · Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 04:24pm
    Wow Mie.

    I'm not really a poem buff...and certainly no poet myself, so I'm not sure what to say.

    I will say, it's beautiful. And heartwrenching, like Coel said.
    It makes me feel sad and lonely. I guess it conveys its message well.
    Thaks for sharing with us. I hope that someday you'll be able to write a happy one that's just as good, but I'm a romantic that way.

    comment Sehan Bowman · Community Member · Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 06:20pm
    I think I found a new favorite poem. *hugs* As always, your poetry is thought-evoking and full of emotion. Once again, I want to just wrap it all up in a pretty little bundle and call it The Dark Side of Love. (Yeah, call me a sap razz )

    Mie, this is beautiful, and (as mentioned above) utterly heart-wrenching. I'm getting looks on my side of the comp for having tears in my eyes, but it's just beautiful. You have a way of expressing yourself with a serene sadness, but also hope. I truly hope this isn't your own heart breaking, dear. *hugs again*

    comment Chivara_IceMage · Community Member · Fri Jun 16, 2006 @ 05:00am
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