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Thursday made me happy, I had never been so happy before in my life, but while I was out w/Zack holding hands on that Thursday. ..................................


Something happened.

Something horrible, that now makes me wanna cry, and the worst thing is it's 6:11 PM and I can't go, to see her one last time. i want to, but I'm stuck on the shadows of how I was so happy Thursday, when I should have been crying, like I am now! I'm horrible!

And the worst thing is I can barley even see, 'cause my vision is blurred from the tears. Don't feel bad, or try to hugg me, I just had to let my emotions to/on something.


I can't even see her one last time! I'm too weak! I can't even just hear, see her one last time.

I'm so horrible.




i just wanna see her one last time............ but I'm too embarressed and weak.


Sorry if I feel complainy too you or whatever I just need to let it out