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June 3, 2006
Today has gone by so slow. Everything last night just made things worse, gave me more to worry about. I tried to explain, I don't know if they believed me. I just hope they did. My life is a mess right now. I decided not to talk to Aystyn until the not talking to Kaz week thing is over. Just to be safe. And now I feel bad about that. No matter what I do, I feel bad about it. I did decide to look up his Myspace though. He said he was going to look mine up and add me, but he hasn't yet. I didn't add him yet though, since I don't want to bring attention to myself until I get my life sorted out. I did read his journal though, just to see what kind of stuff he wrote. And much of the day I read a book or magazine, because I couldn't talk to Kaz. And he kept signing on. And signing off. And on. And off. I think he must be having computer problems but it was agonizing. Not knowing if he'd come back or what. He was just gone for almost two hours, but he just came back. And no one made a chat all day so I finally made one. But didn't dare invite him since I said I wouldn't. Someone else did, I don't know who. As long as it's not me. I'm annoyed at how Jon and Rico are treating Jenna though. We were playing this game and they wouldn't let her play and were just saying crap to her. The usual crap they pull on people. If it weren't for the whole week thing I'd try to tell them off more. I just hate taking sides in things like this. Now Kaz is in the chat complaining about things and saying he has a headache... Just the usual problems with Kaz when he's mad about something. At least it's his stupid homework instead of me. Of course now he went to sleep. Well that's Saturday down. I knew it would be a long day with him being home all day and not being able to talk to him. Sunday left to go. I feel like if I can get through the weekend, the rest of the week won't be as hard.
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