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June 1, 2006
So Jon told Kaz about how I wasn't supposed to be talking to him for a week. I guess that's good because Kaz knows about the whole thing and he agreed to it so that means if I don't talk to him, in a week he will talk to me again. x.x I also hope by then he'll be over his anger and stop being mad at me. I feel a little better but I hate not talking to him. At least I can be in a chat with him, I just can't talk directly to him. It's silly but whatever. What gets to me is that Kaz got after me for posting in the ID thread, and I work there, even if it's just doing small things like PMing finished orders to customers. x.x I don't want my posting there to be taken away. That was the one place Kaz at least talked to me even when he was mad. I guess it still counts as talking to him, but it'd be nice if I could at least bump or say stuff, if it wasn't making conversation like before. Gabe and Rico were playing WoW last night but I hadn't finished installing it or signed up for it yet. I wanted to go to bed by then, so I said I'd do it today. But Gabe had just woken up and I think he went to sleep when I woke up. We're on completely opposite schedules, because neither of us have normal schedules. I guess I'll stay up tonight and play it with him since I installed it this afternoon, and that took forever. Jenna came over again today and we were finishing going through all these old toys. We were being silly and playing around with them, it was kinda funny. I kept some, Jenna took some, and the rest my mom is going to take to work to give to kids or to use in her classroom. After Jenna went home and got online I made a chat, and it took a while but Kaz finally came in. I just have to make sure not to talk to him. Which is somewhat hard if he says something to me, because then I can't answer. x_x My mom was actually talking to him though, I don't think Jon liked that, but it's my mom, not me. And right now I feel bad, because I still love Kaz, and there's... I don't even know how many guys that like me. Last night Nicholas said he wished I was his girlfriend. And of course there's Aystyn. And there's other guys who have liked me and probably still do. x.x I just don't know what to do anymore.
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