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I'm sitting in a cheap motel room by myself and thinking about walking to the gas station around the corner to get something to drink. I have a wad of cash in my wallet, my friend is paying for my flight back home right now for Wednesday, and I'm going to see that person I have a crush on. I met my GISHWHES team mate friend yesterday and it was so worth the 2 hour drive. Rk is his name, his wife is a ******** b***h and abusive as ********. I was here not even 24 hours when she started s**t with me. I did not want to see her, I did not want her to talk to me. ******** this b***h, she acted like I killed someone when all I did was kiss Rk. I will literally take a lie detector test so she can get judged for lying her a** off. Rk told one of this friends that he's sterile, but his soon-to-be ex-wife is pregnant, so if he gets tested that he's sterile and it comes back that he really is, then that b***h is gonna get arrested for committing "adultery" because in CA, wives/husbands that cheat on their spouse in the military will be charged with adultery. Yeah, thats a thing. ******** STUPID. He needed a 6 month separation period after he filed paperwork, but now that there is evidence that she's being abusive, hopefully they pull forward with their divorce so he doesn't have to be abused by the b***h anymore.

I am so tired of trying to save lives. Literally, I have been keeping my friend alive here. Thankfully hes doing better now. I leave in 2 days.

But I gotta see that crush of mine. I'm staying at their house for a few days. I got the smuttiest s**t in my head and I can't say s**t to them now. I've been cold to them for days and now this s**t is happening all over again.

I should text them and tell them.

Peace.