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She still doesn't remember. Seriously, does the girl have a brain tumor or something (If she does then I'm sorry, but we'll see when she gets the catscan)?
Sure, she'll remember the boy she likes, birthdays, and even sometimes middle names, but not her friend's biggest and darkest secret! I need my friends, but sometimes I think they don't like me anymore. I mean, they don't listen to me, they like a preppy violent person more than me, and, I feel like they don't care. No one seems to care anymore. They don't show it at least. Sometimes I think that everyone else around me is an idiot, and not just my friends, but my family too. It's like I see everything on a higher plane. I guess it's because I understand and know more after my secret happened. I should tell people, but I can't trust them. Maybe they'll listen to me after I tell them, because then maybe they'll understand what I'm saying. I guess it might work, but I'm scared still. What'll happen when my secret is revealed? They'll treat me like a mental patient, or they'll understand. I don't know. Maybe I'll just have to trust in God and tell someone. I know I'll have to sometime. I can't hide it forever without it driving me insane.