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I haven't written here in a while. Huh.
Anyway, she left, and yeah she's back now for the holidays, but she's ignoring me. What else is new? My brother is being a brat and wondering why he should give a ******** about the world and being an a**. (You may have noticed that I have come to release my swearing more now, and ya know what? I don't give a damn.) Other me: Can I kill him yet? Or actually, all of them for that matter? Oh yeah, I still have that little side-off. Sucks don't it? Leave me alone.
Anyways, some stuff has gotten better, some hasn't. Family got stupider, got some new friends, got a boyfriend, and yeah. Friend is still stupid, Lindsay is gone, but I don't have to worry about what happened. I went to confession, and it's been forgiven. Oh but don't you remember- SHUT IT! I DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU ANYMORE! IT'S BEEN FORGIVEN; ALL OF IT! Ya, keep telling yourself that love. I'm trying to hold onto my childhood, but everything's pushing me forward. I don't want to leave yet. Not now.