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Wow, its been forever since I've written in here.
I guess I've been too busy as of late to really do much of anything, let alone write on my journal. Oh well. Here goes.

KK, this past week was EOCT exams, which were ok, but I'll be lucky if I got a mid-C on my physical science part....we hadn't even gone over most of the things on that test. Mr. Wooten even admitted that we "just hadn't gotten around to it yet".
And this up-comming week is finals, yipee....I get to take Mr. Vaughn's Geometry exam first thing Tuesday and Wednesday....oh joy.

We get this Monday, Memorial Day, off of school and so I'm going to go shopping with Kayla and Katie for a dress. I'm going to "LAX Prom", the lacrosse teams awards ceremony and its semi-formal, sun dresses and flip-flops for the girls and shirts and ties for the guys. Were getting our state rings and our individual awards. It's on June 2nd from 7-11, the same day as D's 16th birthday party from 6-9! I probably won't be able to go to D's party, which really, really, sucks because I wanna go to that more than the lacrosse party. But the party is a team thing down in greer and so even if I went to D's party at 6, I could only stay for about 20 minutes before I had to leave for the LAX party.

I'm really nervous about getting this dress. Not only will it be the first dress I've worn in years, but it will be the first time anyone on the team has seen me in anything but jeans and a tee-shirt. Oh god I'm nervous about this! I have to find a nice dress that will actually fit me and not make me look fatter and some cute shoes to match. T-T
Despite my flamboyant attitude in school, I'm extremely self-concious and wearing new things that will draw even more attention to me gives me the shakes. Dates are optional, I was seriously thinking about asking Collin, but I know he'd never go for it....especially since its shirt and tie....and since I don't even hardly see him anymore....and since I don't know if he could ever see me....you know....that way, so I chickened out....again with Collin. *sigh* oh well, hes practically celebate anyway. He hasn't had, nor even tried to get a girlfriend in three years because he figures lifes easier without one in high school. ((he actually told me this himself)) >.> so....yeah.
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Kaya-kun is getting her little cousin in two weeks, I gotta say, he's adorable! I was really starting to worry that my family was the only one that was seriously screwed up in this state. ((I found out alot more about my family a few days ago that completely made me see them in a a new and horrible light.))

Oh well, the years almost over now, I can't believe I'll be saying bye to Sammi at the end of this year. My mom's now thinking of sending me to private school unless my grades are brought up....thank you Sammi and her parents for that wonderful idea!!!!!! She said she'd take out a loan if she had to.
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Well, thats basically all thats new in my life now, 9 more days of school left!!!!WooT!!!!!

Quote of the day:
"Stripes go with stripes, spots go with spots, elephants go with elephants, and zebras go with zebras. Do you see what I'm saying?"
"....so....you're saying that....I'm a zebra?"

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-Tani