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I am sure that I just posted this, but I cannot and will not say it again...ah, what the hell, might as well..

I am posting here in this hellhole of a day. I am quite depressed, but love to keep everything inside of me. I am wondering the existense of those people called "friends". Needless to say, I am much better off alone. The fact of being a burden to everyone around me makes me feel completely worthless. I say burden because I am a non-existent human being. I am also a danger to those around me. Here's a given example:

Lindy and Myself:
I love Lindy and everything. The one problem is that I have taken advantage of her. I have been rude and have not taken her for granted. To be honest, she does not deserve someone like me. Yesterday happened to be our 7th month anniversary. I feel guilty for her and I just wish her the best...not what she currently has to deal with me.

Ozzy and Myself:
Ozzy is a great kid to be around with and I have to say, I cannot be his friend anymore. I am 21 and he is 13, there is an 8 year difference. Just lately, I have been carrying this guilt within me saying that we should not be friends. I don't know what he may think, but I think that it is for the best. I should just let Ozzy be his regular self and leave him alone for good. He has different goals set for him and I will not stand in his way at all.

Everyone and Myself:
I have sensed that people like to say they are my friends for pity. I don't deserve to be around anyone like that. They are better off making their own lives and enjoying time with their friends. I cannot have anyone that calls me a 'friend' as a friend. I am an immigrant, a 3rd category human being and deserve DEATH. THE WORLD IS A MUCH BETTER PLACE WITHOUT ME~! >_<

I will just like to end my life and rid myself from all existence.

Tony -- the worthless scumbag