Well, it is Saturday, January 7th and well....I am sitting behind the laptop here on Gaia thinking about the torments that run through my stressed out mind.
One of my closest friends, the 'Catgirl' (not a girl)...was a great guy to be with. He has charisma and is just nice to hand around with. Well, after several months of 'battling' his sexual orientation, he came about to be a homosexual. I have nothing against that or anything, but it just disappoints me to see him go in that direction.
On my behalf, I am straight, have a girlfriend and all, but I have the thing for drinking alcohol on very few ocassions. I have the thing to be a homophobe...but aside from that, I am still in shock... o.O!
I don't want to be another Peter, who denied Jesus before he was crucified. I don't want to be like that and place my back on him. He has had friends turn his back on him before and I don't want to be in that category.
I have to let issues like that come and go. I am the chairman of Shimakon and as a leader, the show has to continue whether the 'Catgirl' turns homo or not. He is one of the co-chairmen (the second in command) and that will not bring down Shimakon.
Shimakon is my only remedy to escape personal problems...by jumping into others that relate to the convention. I am so stressed out, and I just woke up.
All I can do is continue living the way I have been living, busy and alone.
Ryo Wolffe Community Member 
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