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Wow, only 6 more days until my wedding. I can't believe it. I can't wait. I'm a mixture of nervous and excited, but mostly excited. I know it sounds kind of dumb but the only feeling I have to compare it to is the first day of school. You're kind of nervous about it, but excited to make new friends and stuff. Well, it's kinda like that except there's only 2 of us. I'm also super excited to see my family from out of town. I haven't seen them in a long time. It's gonna be a lot of fun. 3nodding

I finally broke down and cried tonight too. They were happy tears, but still, I've built them up for a while and they finally came out. My fiance and I were finding the wedding march song so we could play it at the wedding and I bought it on iTunes and we just listened to it. It was "Here Comes the Bride." I just pictured me at the beginning of the aisle standing there looking at him and the tears just started flowing. I realized that the past 4 years of my life have all led me up to this moment. Everything that's happened to us has brought us there. We have grown in a lot of ways, but a lot of things still stayed the same. I love him more and more every day. I can't wait to be his wife.