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lemmie see...havnt posted in a while. umm...monday the family had thanksgiving dinner. everyone seemed in a good mood that was a good day.

tuesday we went to clinical....same old same old. that night my mom told me she was going to leave wednesday morning. she had all her stuff packed and was ready. that night was awful. i cried and put on my manson dvd. helped a little, not much.

wednesday was probably the worst day of my life. i couldnt stop thinking of my mom and my dad. i just wish i knew what my dad did that my mom didnt want to be with him anymore. i went to school and couldnt concentrate on anything. i just wanted the world to die. just everything just go away. i went to my councler. i wanted to talk to him. tell him what happend. get some advice you know? but he couldnt talk he was busy doing something or other. so when i got home no one was there just me and my brother. my grandpa came home from the hospitol. he looked better. my dad and my mom had this huge talk. i wasnt there but i found out a little of what happened. my dad said if she didnt come home he would divorce her, sell the house. send my granparents to live with my aunt, and take my brother and i and go to california. i dont know if thats what made her come home or not but thats some of what happened.

today i stayed home from school. my mom doesnt go to work until 2. so i spent some time with her. i asked her if she wanted to move out agian. she said no. i told her that i woulnt leave vegas that i would stay with her. (she seemed to be under the impression that neither my brother or i would want to live with her) she said that she isnt going anywhere. i think she is in some sort of depression. she always looks and sounds like she just got done crying.