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April 17, 2006
I'm so tired, and have all this stupid work to do. I didn't know this was the last week of classes, until the teacher said it was. So I have to get everything done in typing by Wednesday. I'm used to school getting out in May, so I didn't realize it ended in April. x.X It's waaaay too early. It's weird. So now I'm trying to finish all this stupid crap. Today was Jenny's birthday so we went to a resteraunt for her birthday with our grandparents. Came back home to start on all this stupid typing crap, which I'm still doing. I guess Ivy's mad at me or whatever, because she said something stupid to Kaz, and I said it wasn't funny. I'm sorry if I don't find it funny but after the crap Kaz puts me through I just don't. It isn't funny to make a joke saying he's having sex with some other girl. I'm already worried enough with him living at that horrible place and then people have to make jokes out of it, and it just bothers me. I hate it that he's there, and I hate it that he won't treat me like other people treat their girlfriends, and how he won't publicly say I'm his girlfriend, which scares me even more, and just the way he talks all the time. It's like he has to act a certain way to try to make people think he's cool or something. Like he has to say he wants to masturbate to "hot" video game girls or something. And how he doesn't think I'm pretty. I guess I'm not really, but it makes me feel awful when he says things like that. I can't compare to stupid perfect pixel girls. I don't think I'll ever be good enough for him or anyone else. Oh yeah I found a green bug in the house. But it died and I was sad. I thought it was cute. Here's a pic.
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 Posted by: Vickicat Tue Apr 18, 2006 @ 04:03am
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