One day, I'm going to catch him. Or one day I'll explode on him. Either works right now, honestly. I don't trust him going to his frikin' parents' house! How untrustworthy does a person have to be that they can't even go home without someone assuming they're cheating? I'm getting so sick from wondering, wishing I could read minds to see if he's lying. I've told him I think he's cheating on me, but he claims no. I claim otherwise cuz this stupid ho is *still* texting him, saying she wants to see him! His ex is *still* calling him, texting him, and all that other bullshit. I'm doing my hardest to believe him, but I'm still seeing physical evidence that suggests otherwise. However, I can't bring myself to call him out on it again.... I'm weak, I know this. If I do, I'd have to admit my own mistakes, and frankly, I don't want to admit to those. I would like to pretend that they just don't exist because they were exactly that: mistakes. Karma's a b***h, man... I'm going crazy, I really am... Either that, or I've always been crazy, and it's taken this long to be set off. Who knows. But I've decided that, next time, I'm taking pictures of the evidence. Can't hide what's on my phone when he doesn't have it.
 Angel of Windz · Sat Nov 10, 2012 @ 10:46pm · 0 Comments |
