I get it. You miss him. You're starting to become a nuisance with all your belly-aching over him, though, and you need to stop. You call him a cheater, a horrible person, but why do you insist on texting him, and calling him, and drunk dialing him? Has the thought ever crossed your mind that you've become this desperate little girl? You're much older than me [[I assume, seeing as he is almost five years older than me]], and I would expect someone with as much experience in life to get over him. I believed all his exes to be kind, to know that when it's over, it's final. I believed them to have class and dignity, to carry their heads held high, but you've defied my expectations from the start by sending me a nasty message. You can't deny it; the history proves otherwise. Maybe it was I that was too blind to realize that you were trying to salvage what was left of your relationship with him, but that didn't end well, did it? There won't be any coming back to you. There won't be any "I love you's" coming your way. Instead, you'll get avoidance. You'll get frustration from what you perceive to be "The One". Though, if something happened to him and I, and you do take him back so willingly, I feel sorry for you.
EDIT:
I should seriously stop going through my boyfriend's phone... It's just going to make me angry, and Angry Angel es no bueno. I hope to God I'm just misinterpreting things that I've seen, but it doesn't make sense to tell some girl to "make yourself comfy" in his room. And I don't see these things because, at the time, we were on different shifts. I do know, however, that the girl in question is currently married, and that he went over to her house with the intention of fixing her marriage. She keeps telling him "love you" and all the mushy-gushy sweet things that he hardly ever says to me. I feel betrayed that he can't be open with me... s**t, I tell him when an ex texts me about sex, but he can't tell me when a girl from work is flirting with him? Jesus, what am I supposed to do...
-Angel-
EDIT:
I should seriously stop going through my boyfriend's phone... It's just going to make me angry, and Angry Angel es no bueno. I hope to God I'm just misinterpreting things that I've seen, but it doesn't make sense to tell some girl to "make yourself comfy" in his room. And I don't see these things because, at the time, we were on different shifts. I do know, however, that the girl in question is currently married, and that he went over to her house with the intention of fixing her marriage. She keeps telling him "love you" and all the mushy-gushy sweet things that he hardly ever says to me. I feel betrayed that he can't be open with me... s**t, I tell him when an ex texts me about sex, but he can't tell me when a girl from work is flirting with him? Jesus, what am I supposed to do...
-Angel-
