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I've been such a spaz today! I don't know why. I also was off edge... I got bugged by every little thing. My head hurts right now, and I'm getting dizzy.
Is it raining?... Sounds like it. I'm too lazy to check right now because if I get up I might fall down. My body is just so tired... And I hardly did anything today! Pressure maybe? Not enough sleep? Sick of things? Probably all of those things.
I might get my hair cut sometime... It's "long" right now, but I might get it cut short. Who knows? I can't choose! I'm tired... I'm always tired... Almost all the time anyway...
People bug me so much now... Like teachers... They think I've got problems...Self esteem issues... ect, ect...I've been sent to the guidence office too many times in the past few months... I swear...If I go there again... I'll go insane... I might even say..."LEAVE ME THE ******** ALONE! I'M FINE!" And just get the hell out... They don't listen to me anyway! Like the time my arms got all scratched up by my cat... They thought I did it! ME CUT MYSELF?! Hell no! I'm not stupid! I'm not like those...those... Whatever! Thinking about this makes me angry... They come to conclusions too easily... If they don't know how to listen...THEY'RE THE ONES WITH THE PROBLEMS! There is nothing wrong with me, is there? I don't think so... Many do...But they don't know me at all... No self control around others... *sigh*
BYE...