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	Zauriel's Journal The Journal looks new, with not much use, in black leather covers and white lined pages, with his name imprinted on the front cover in discrete silver letters.

	i dunno why i'm here writting in my journal today...
	i dunno why i'm here writting in my journal today...


things... never go as i wish them to... every step i take and every breath feels like a constant struggle... a struggle i always end up losing... i let myself be carried away by hopes and dreams of a better life.... only to have then thrown at my face... my heart hopes... only to get riped into pieces... and still i never learn... it kills me every time it happens... it squeezes my heart so tightly i can't breathe... so why haven't i learned my lesson and shut myself off? it's the only way i won't get hurt anymore... the only way i know i'll get by... and still... i won't listen to my own reasons... and continue to hope... continue to dream... and continue to love... only to have them shattered at my feet again. when i write this, i am considering of leaving gaia... not forever, but for a long time... and so goes for the rest of the net... MSN... AIM... right now i'm not on conditions to talk nor to do anything else but to take care of my... situation... i will return eventually if i decide to leave... i'll close my entry before i babble more than i have... have a nice life ppl... Zauriel the Redeemed · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 09:02am · 3 Comments


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	Thats such a shame, I'll miss you. ^^ I really hope that you don't leave though, and I really hope that you don't give up. I can relate with your feeling, since I went threw the same slump recently. You struggel in life because thats what life is. Life isn't ment to be easy. But you don't strike me as the type of person to give up just because something is hard. My advice is not to shut yourself off from every one, because I promise you that it wont make you happy. People need other people. And more often then not, numb emptyness is worse then pain. Pain isn't nessisarily a bad thing, it's just something we tend to avoid. Pain actually proves our exsitance in a way. And without pain, we wouldn't enjoy the good times in our lives. And on another note, you only have one life. And even if it hurts you, if you don't take chances you'll never actually live. You'll just be there, wallowing in your own hopelessness. Hope is beautiful, and helps people to get along in life. Personally I would rather have a false hope that draws a smile, then live in a reality that draws a tear. Offline Onyxwings · Community Member · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 07:58pm


	You cant go!! O.o;; Everyone loves you here on gaia, and if you ever need someone to talk to, everyone's here =D You're a great friend and if you leave I will haunt you ^-^ Offline Gin Kaida · Community Member · Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 08:06pm


	(u_u) My heart aches for you. Yet I have no words to comfort you. Please take care love. ~Rai~ Offline Raven Skaari · Community Member · Tue Jan 10, 2006 @ 06:10am

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