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Okay. So I give everyone a shoulder to cry on when they need it. I help them get through the tough moments in their lives. So here. Now it's my turn.

So everything's okay in life except every person who I ever thought was my friend has left me. After I gruadated high school and all my best friends said "We'll hang out over the summer", it was a straight up lie. These weren't some little acquaintances either. These were my best friends who I thought I'd hold near and dear for the rest of my life. But they're not here now, are they? Oh well. I mean I could understand losing 1 or 2 but ALL OF THEM? It makes me wonder what's wrong with me. How could they leave me like that when all I ever did was help them through their problems, laugh with them, and give them a true a loyal friend.

I don't know what it's like to have a best friend anymore. And I guess there's no one you can fully trust in this world. And even if you think you'll be best friends forever, well thats just an empty promise too.