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That would make sense because I don't think that any more than a few people visit journals on Gaia anymore. Unless they do and I don't know about it.
Sometimes I like to wonder what my friends would be like if they'd never met me. Would they be all that different or have I influenced them just a little bit to be who they are now, or to think of certain things? Maybe they would have. I know that at first I'd say that I probably would have turned out like this anyway without the friends that I have, but that's definitely not true. If I hadn't met one of my best friends Moni then there's a high chance that I would not have known about anime/manga and turned into a preppy girly girl! Shocking!
And, call it selfish pride for that's what I say it is, but I also like to think that I've "saved" a few of my friends. Maybe they would have continued on like they had been without meeting me. Or maybe they would have been changed in some other way. I don't say it out loud, that would bring to light realization, so I keep it to myself. It's a nice secret happiness I have, knowing (or rather believing) that I've played a major role in their lives even though they are left to sort out my interference.
Is that what a god feels like? My journey towards it is still stinted but I hope to come to an understanding soon.
--(A) Ty
'What a pity that Bilbo did not stab that vile creature, when he had a chance!'
'Pity? It was Pity that stayed his hand. Pity and Mercy: not to strike without need.'My dragons. =DMy Spartan
 Ty Gwynnia · Tue Dec 13, 2011 @ 05:32am · 1 Comments |
