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i thought i really can rely on people. the only one i can really can rely on is me and sofie. i thought that if i trust my family that i will be okay. that was until this morning when i heard that i was called a lier and a person who use people. that hurt so much. it really bothered me. i don't know how long i should stay here. i will try my best to stay out of the house more often, but how am i going to that? it seems that i really have to try to keep to myself. i just won't talk to them in the house unless i need to. unless they ask me or talk to me that's when i'll talk to them. but as for what happened today that will be the last time i'll talk to them ever. when their birthdays come up i'll say happy birthday. i just don't know if i can trust them anymore. even their voices makes me wanna cry. crying