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scream i had my money stolen in my wallet and now i have to dodge smitties. i had to clean up the room by myself. watch my nephew while his mom goes out and have fun after work everyday. (except the days she's not working) i want to spend time with my parents, but they doomed themselves with alcohol. now they live on and off the streets. *poor parents of mine* i'm stuck with my family that i am not proud of. i am adopted into a low life of a family with problems of their own. to be a person that can hold herself without failing is not the easiest thing to do. i can not believe that we live eith ten people in the house. don't want to be the person to leave my home, but i must to find peace of mind. gotta find a good gingerbread recipe for my little cousin. want to live like a normal persson who can claim that i'm my own person. so far i don't trust any human besides my friend i shall not name here. i have no right to blast anybody out of the water, but my family has to many unsolved, un resolved problems. GYAAAHHHH I HATE MY LIFE scream