******** you for telling lies and making promises you can't keep. i can't stand the fact that you always believed that things will change. i can't believe that i trusted you for so long. i really want you to die. i hope you get the rightful justice you deserve. i can't even believe you did that. maybe i should do you a favor. let me take my time by killing you slowly. no, maybe i'll torture you instead. keep living until what.....you die? or even killed, kidnapped, raped or even murdered? yeah it seems to be the only way to go out to explore. and guess what your also stuck with you sister. now who has a life. and by the way you should try killing her sleeping. no you have pills maybe you should take them one by one and see where that takes you. go crazy if you have to. do something. making all these promises. it's not helping. stop being a wimp and do something about it. stop listening to what others tell you. what would you do now? is this easy for you? what about your inner being? does she know what your doing? how do you get another personality. how can you even sit here and think that everything is fine? i thought you wanted to do things that you wanted to do? bottom line is....that your just a waste of air, flesh, and time. why did you wasted your feelings and pour your heart out to me. i don't really care.
because it's hard to deal with and i don't know what else to do...........
