Started @8:01 A.M.:
I don't know why I'm typing this. I mean, I know I wanted to because the title "Holographic A.M. Reflections" paints a pretty picture for my growingly synaesthetic mind, but I don't know where I got the motivation to do so. I guess that, like many other things I do, I started it without much thought but started becoming more self-aware about my actions. It seems like a recurring theme in my life in general, where I approach self-awareness until it almost develops a singularity, and then the cycle resets again. As the day goes on, I think it becomes more likely for me or my mind to trigger the events that brings it near this event horizon of trans-sentience (to tumble back out again, of course), which might explain why and how I spout about these babalies of kruth that my imagination might not otherwise fashion.
Right now, 8:19, I'm thinking how nice it is to be a mindless beingless thing throughout most of the day, not minding anything and just floating along to the next moments until the day is gone, to sleep or not to sleep as the case may be. But those moments are wasted when being a creature of habit, yet I don't regret because it seems like something I can't quite do yet. I know what I'm missing, yet instead of taking action I just keep doing it because I like it; but in truth, don't we all do that? There's a reason for it, too: We're all slaves to ourselves, we're all addicts, all habits of our own flesh and bones and nervous matter. Existence for things like us is fleeting. That is the kruth as I see it, so take it or leave it. A question for the comments section: What will you do with your existence?
Ended @8:46 A.M.
 Wayward Judge · Mon Jul 18, 2011 @ 01:30pm · 0 Comments |
