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I Wish...

I wish I could kiss him one more time..
I wish I could hold him one more time..
I wish I could see him one more time..

I wish we could start over..
I wish we could be friends..
I wish we could be together..

I wish he wanted to kiss me again..
I wish he loved me the way I love him..
I wish he could see all the suffering he has caused me..

I wish I never met him..
I wish I never kissed him..
I wish I never loved him..

I wish he never said " I love you."..
I wish he never lied to me..
I wish he never threw me aside like I was nothing..

I wish I couldn't be replaced so easily..
I wish I couldn't think about him constantly..
I wish I could stop crying over him..

I wish he actually loved me..
I wish he actually cared about me..
I wish he was actually sorry......

but.. none of these wishes came true..
not a single one.. all I wonder and wish for the answer about now is.. Why?..Why does it hurt so bad? This has happened to me before and I didn't care. So why him? Why this guy? Am I in-love? I truely think so. But..Why?