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ever felt like a freak in the middle of a ballroom party? always diffrent...no matter what you do you can't under stand why these little dramas are such big deals, or how a girl's first kiss is so major? you dont feel guilt or regret twards the ones you hurt, yet, you sorta pitty them...i hate it, being diffrent, i never will have some one like me, who under stands who i am. thats because i still have yet to find it out myself, that may take an eternity, so please, dont pitty me, down try to understand my feeling, because you wont understand me...